Summer in the city indeed. The bank clock said that it got up to 104 today! Sheesh, and May isn't even over yet.
So, today I did something that is entirly out of the ordinary for me... I went out... by myself. After Drew left for school this afternoon, I decided that I was going to leave the apartment by myself...
Granted it took my about an hour and a half to get my ass out, but I did it eventualy. I packed up Drew's old backpack with the laptop (and I remembered the blasted power cable this time!) and an unbrella (I'm always paraniod of getting caught without one), put Liz Phair on my iPod (looooove her), and walked up the hill to the Grand bus stop. Now, I'm here at Moke's.This may not seem like much for some of you, but for me, it's a big deal. I used to go out by myself constantly before I moved out to UCity. For some reason, in between moving out of South City and moving back, I develpoed this fear of going out alone. I'm fine if I'm even with one other person, but the thought of getting somewhere on my own terrifies me now. I don't know when this fear developed or how, but it's here, and I desperatly need to conquer it for the sake of my own sanity.
So, I'm going to sit here, sip my Mocha, rock out to Liz, and celebrate my somewhat small, yet very large, victory.
Wow, I haven't had a real update in what seems like ages. This is due mainly to no internet at home, and a whole lotta not much going on with me. But, I'll try to dredge some juicy stuff up for you.
I <3 my iPod! For all the bitching I did about it when Jess first talked about getting one, I sure as hell became a fan very fast.
Also, my new camera phone has been a consistant sorce of entertainment.
Living with Mom has been pretty awsome. Gods know I missed the whole South Grand area. I feel like I'm back home! But, as much as I love living with my mom... I still miss having my own place. We're working on that, tho.
I'm still bumming over the loss of Gir. Losing my other rat-lets made me sad, but for some reason, I took Gir's passing even harder than the rest. I still tear up from time to time about it, in fact.
Been getting ALOT of coffee with Ashley. She's awsome fun, and quite humorous when hyper. I need to call her, in fact... *yells* HEY, ASHLEY!!! There, I did it.
Had to break off my frienship with Laura M. Too much drama to go into right here and now, but lets just say that the main reason for the friendship ending was dishonesty.
Thank goodness for Moke's and their wi-fi. For, without them, I would surley go insane.
Much love all,Von
I have a new love...
and he's fluffy, cute, and has curly wiskers!!!
Grover was a unexpected rescue who entered my life at just the right time. Mom got him as a origionaly, and I fell in love. I was commited to not keeping him, until Gir passed. Grover seemed to fill at least part of that void that Gir left when he left.
I also failed to mention that I got a fishie! His name is Gilbert. He's a red betta with fishatude.
That's all I have time for now. Later!!!-Von
I have wisdom teeth coming in, and it fucking hurts! Wisdom teeth can suck it...So can lying bitches, for that matter.(You know you dig the short enrties, bee-otch)-Von
What I really want...
Is a day for just me and Andrew, without other people's drama messing it up...Oh, and I started downloading music from iTunes. God help me.-Von