A walking study in demonology

Friday, October 05, 2007


Due to recent events, I'm not keeping up with this blog anymore. People who are on my friends list on myspace and LiveJournal can read some of them. However, alot of my myspace posts are on a prefered friends list.

I'm just... done. Done with drama, done with bullshit and pettyness.

Stay real, folks. It's been a ride.

Thursday, August 02, 2007


I just lost my little Grover. I came out into the living room, and when I passed the boy's cage I noticed that Grover looked funny. I opened the door, and he practicaly jumped out onto me, which was never in his character. He breathing was labored and he was panic'd.

So, I called Mom at work, told her what was going on, and she told me to give him some of the meds that the vet had given her back when Rosie was sick. The antibiotic is in a pill form, so you have to disolve it to give it to a rat.

So, I put Grover back in the cage, went to the kitchen to heat up some apple juice to disolve the pill in, and when I came back out with the meds he was already gone... Somewhere in that two minute period that I was gone, he passed away.

If I haden't rushed to get the meds, I probably would have been there when he went.

I am just so... crushed... angry... confused...

Just a whole big mix of emotions.

He was fine yesturday. I don't understand what happened.

Sleep sweet, baby boy. I'll see you at the Rainbow Bridge.

?, 2005-Aug. 2, 2007

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Tuesday, July 31, 2007


This is my last full week at the Depot. After this I start the new job and will only be at the Depot on the weekends. I am so not looking forward to working 7 days a week. But, it's what needs to get done... gotta make sure that I get through my 90 probation period at the new job. Plus, we're suppossed to be getting a pretty sizable bonus next month. If I quit before the bonus checks get handed out, I don't get it at all... Even though this is the bonus for last quarter and I worked throughout that entire quarter... but, that's just one more way that the Depot likes to screw over their employees.

I'm off tomarrow and Thursday. *hint hint, Ashley* Gonna savor those two days, fo' sure.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Fuck yeah!

I totaly got the job! I'm gonna stay at the Depot for a while as a weekend associate so if for any chance this new job dosen't work out I can still go back to Home Depot... even if I hate the place, I have to be responsable.


Monday, July 16, 2007

Gods, I hope so...

Rachel im'd me today asking if I wanted to apply for a job at her office. It's out in St. Charles, but she's offered to drive me there and back should I get it. It'd be Mon-Fri 10:30-7 office work... yay! I'd be off my feet so my foot and knee's would get a chance to heal (finally!).

She's brining me an application tomarrow. Here's hoping!

Sunday, July 08, 2007


We had to let pur little Julia go today. Her health has been on a pretty steady decline for a while now. An infection took her left eye and messed up the same side of her face. This morning she was lethargic, cold to the touch, and struggling to breathe.

Andrew and I had been debating for a while about taking her in to be put down, but after seeing her this morning there was no question about what we should do. So, we took her into Webster Groves Animal Hospital at about one o'clock. She's now playing at the Rainbow Bridge with her sisters, Faye and Tokyo.

We still have Faye's ashes, so we're going to bury Faye and Julia together.

I'm going to miss my little girl so much. My Julie-Bean, my anmie eyes, my baby...

Monday, July 02, 2007

Buy me stuff!

Sooo... it's July. You know what that means? BIRTHDAY MONTH! July 25th I'll be 23. Wanna buy me something? Here's what I want.

Body Art Forms Wishlist (I want pretty ear stuffs, yo!)
Amazon Wishlist